| (I hate it here) This time i swear |
[Feb. 11th, 2007|11:21 pm] |
haha title words are lyrics from a song (how original). no offense to them, but I think I need more friends here then jsut Taryn adn Joe. I hate it (HATE IT) that I had to move back to michigan for somethign as frivolous as money adn that I still, a few weeks in, have no real future prospects for any real jobs. Sure am glad I spent all that time and money on a sweet art degree that has yet to be any more usful then somethign to cover a naked wall.
I know I haven't posted in a LONG time, btu taht was becuase things were going well enough for me not to care, then so shitty that I didn't want to dwell anymore. hell part of the reason I'm even typing is just its been so long, and I know that for the most part the people who would really care, already know theis shit.
heres where I stand
-after being sick for over 2 month (it was legit.. not like just feeling crummy) im finally better
-i can't stand having to deal with parents rules again
-i hate having to constantly be lookng for work, and need a steady decent job..
-..so that I can have some money in my account again (ive just enough put away to get me until march)
u do
-partying has kinda lost its fun now that I am no looking for girls, and dont drink as much/often... or even care to
-i dont like being cooped up in the house, but dont wanna spend any $ either
-I have a good girl for the first time in a while, and of course, got her just in time to have to move here.
..awesome.. just awesome... |
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[May. 6th, 2006|10:38 am] |
Hey guys,
I'm off to Israel for 10 days this afternoon. talk to you all when I'm back |
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| for joe |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|12:23 am] |
| [ | random thought |
| | i need to get some already | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | "Action Jackson" by Axe to Grind | ] |
It's the lyrics to a new song nad it goes out to Joe.
yeah.. u'know why
It's getting to cold for me
The winter air runs down my neck and sends chills through my spine
I wonder would you pick up if you knew what I would say
But anyways, I’m never coming home again
Put the past behind and listen to the radio
Tune out the in betweens of all the words you know
Let someone else sell the story I'm working on an end to fit
They laugh it up whenever they look back on it
The backseat does the talking
But now I feel free to fail
Why waste the time on you
When she says everything's for sale
The backseat does the talking
But now I feel free to fall
For what it's worth
It wasn't worth it after all
Say anything
Say anything
You're so god damn pretentious
What were your intentions
I'll steal your body when I can
She never waits for me to wake up
Never cares a bit
Everyone's a liar now it's your turn to take a hit
Take it as a warning sign
If not for you then me
I barely see you anymore it's been years since you've seen me
My positions been compromised
By those in the same place
With all of those around it still felt like an empty space
The backseat does the talking
But now I feel free to fail
Why waste the time on you
When she says everything's for sale
The backseat does the talking
But now I feel free to fall
For what it's worth
It wasn't worth it after all
Say anything
Say anything
It's getting too hot for me
Bite my lip until you see the secret spilling out
It’s a long way, strong lay
Bad day always
There's no apology from me
It's not my place to say
The street lamp's like a spotlight
In an empty parking lot
It's too good to choose to lose
But I have to take my shot
I’ll dress it up in shine
But nothing’s ever changed
Spread the word in little words
But it always sound the same
The backseat does the talking
But now I feel free to fail
Why waste the time on you
When she says everything's for sale
The backseat does the talking
But now I feel free to fall
For what it's worth
It wasn't worth it after all
Say anything
Say anything
You're so god damn pretentious
What were your intentions
I'll steal your body when I can
She never waits for me to wake up
Never cares a bit
Everyone's a liar now it's your turn to take a hit
Take it as a warning sign
If not for you then me
I barely see you anymore it's been years since you've seen me
The backseat does the talking
And she told me everything
You're speechless as you should
But please say anything |
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| another day in the life of.. |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|02:03 pm] |
| [ | random thought |
| | hurting still | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | "handjobs and hand grenades" by Axe to Grind | ] |
the highlights of the day.. stasrting out with having partied wayyyyyy too much and wayyy too hard this weekend.
- work the kids were terrible, misbehaiving, distracting and irritating
- drove to band practice where everyone showe dup late
- went for lunch, had to order like 5 times cause the waitress couldn't get it right. I know asking for the fries I had ordered was a douche move
- had a decent practice, where i got a call from the band that booked our show that night lettign me know they just weren't planning on showing up. which brought it form 5 bands early in the week to 2 bands
- on the drive to the show, got a $300 speeding ticket
- at the show with my weak voice i just about blew it out (did have some note trouble because of it)
- we did rock and have a decent turn out. some girls there to see us got things for me (go me)
- the guy who worked the door left before any of the bands could get paid
- came back and slept. feeling it a bit still |
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| went well |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|02:41 pm] |
| [ | random thought |
| | fun til class in 45min | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | none | ] |
so for my theater class the script i wrote went over better then i expected. i'm going to post it, read it for some fun..2 warnings
1. Joe I am sorry i used urs and daves names, but they were the first that came to my head as people who wound't care
2. I was SOBER while writing it
here it is
(Two men facing each other, swords are drawn. Throughout the conversation occational swings at one another are taken, but always blocked)
Dave: At last after an endless war between us it comes to this final showdown, and I promise you, that you will not leave alive. You will pay for the crimes you have commited against me and my family.
Joe: Don’t be so sure, I have been waiting for this day myself. Every since you killed my father I have been ready to kill you as well.
Dave: I only did that as payback for you having killed my brother.
Joe: But it was my father’s birthday. Never would I have done that to you.
Dave: What are you talking about? His wife was having a baby the day you killed my brother.
Joe: I killed your brother to let you know that I will not stand for you having slept with my cousin.
Dave: Which if you remember I did because thought she was your sister, you on the other hand actually did sleep with my cousin.
Joe: But at that point I thought she was a girl. It confused me at first, but then I realized that it would still bother you, so it was worth it.
Dave: That was an awkward family reunion, very tough on Frank, and you being there as his date didn’t help anything. I would kill you for that alone if not for the time that you keyed my car on purpose and then ran off before I could stop you.
Joe: That is really as bad as killing your brother or the Frank situation?
Dave: It was a new car!
Joe: Besides I figured you could afford to fix it after you borrowed that thousand dollars and never returning it. What could you possibly need that kind of money for without ever planning on returning it?
Dave: I needed most of it for my brother’s funeral, and the rest for the gun to kill your father with.
Joe: That’s sick. And it will make you feel better to know that I ruined my key doing that to your car. That was the key to my house. When I was finally able to get back in I found out…
Dave: …that you were robbed.
Joe: How could you know that unless…
Dave: That’s right. It was me. I had to steal back everything you had stolen from my house.
Joe: Ah you finally figured it out. I was a little suprized to find so much pink fluffy things in your house.
Dave: Big words coming from the person Frank considers “the one that got away”
Joe: I didn’t know he was a man until it was too late! Besides he was very gentle. But I have news for you. I did some digging on your past, and it turns out, you were adopted.
Dave: What?!? Then why did my family never tell me.
Joe: Because I threatened to cut out any of their tounges if they ever did tell you. I wanted that pleasure to be mine.
Dave: Damn you! Well then I guess now would be a good time to tell you that I checked out a bunch of movies on your blockbuster card, and never intended on returning them. That’s payback for you stealing Sarah, the woman I loved, away form me all those years back
Joe: She never liked you. I mean you blinded her!
Dave: But I blinded her out of love. Plus you told me you had no interest in her
Joe: I didn’t, but I was still angry about those pictures you posted of me all over the internet. You just took my face and put on other peoples bodies. That’s slanderous
Dave: How could you tell in that leather clad picture versus that leather clad pictures you have on your profile
Joe: Because that one didn’t have a butterfly tattoo on his butt
Dave: You have a butterfly tattoo on your butt?
Joe: It’s a reminder of why I can’t let you live
Dave: A butterfly? Why a butterfly?
Joe: It’s a secret you will never learn. I promise you, you will not leave here alive
Dave: And I promise you, that if I survive, I will run over your dog. I already have key marks all over my car, what’s a little dent.
Joe: Bastard!
(The two fight for a few seconds before Dave delivers the killing blow. He then picks up his phone and makes a call)
Dave: Hello? (pause) Frank, is that you? (pause) Yeah, it’s your cousin, Dave. Look, I just found out I was adoptded, and it got me thinking. Well, I was just wondering what you were up to tonight, since we aren’t realated I thought we go for some dinner and a movie. |
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| back in action |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|11:14 pm] |
| [ | random thought |
| | scrubs season 5.. hells yeah | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | "New Ink" by Axe to Grind | ] |
my issue is I either don't write anything in this, or I write way too much way too often. I am almost ready to be back in school (which sucks cause I am a week in). It's goign to either be a really really ridiculous difficult and stressful, or a lot more lax..we shall see soon. I am almost finished with my star wars marathon of a few weeks (watch episondeI, II, Clonewars 1&2, III, IV, V, and VI) in that order. just pieces at a time before bed or an hour here or there. AXE TO GRIND will be back soon too. Jan 22nd we ar playing at brass mug, and Feb 18th, at the tavern on main in sarasota. We are having a party at my house tomorrow night. So there are only a few issue i got going on. The usual 3 girl or lack thereof, needing my fucking BFA already and screw ringling, and needing a job and $ after school.. My computer is having issues so i have to salvage all my files, and then reformat my computer entirly. Have to go to orlando this weekend, and other little bullshits for work, life, and all that.
For some reason I keep smelling cat shit and burning hair smell.. i dunno either, but it's not me. |
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| Chuck Norris |
[Dec. 1st, 2005|01:41 am] |
Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.
Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter he grew a beard.
Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean.
Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Chuck roundhouse kicked the devil in the face and took his soul back. The devil, who appreciates irony, couldn't stay mad and admitted he should have seen it coming. They now play poker every second Wednesday of the month.
Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits
Chuck Norris is not hung like a horse... horses are hung like Chuck Norris
Chuck Norris's girlfriend once asked him how much wood a woodchuck could chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. He then shouted, "HOW DARE YOU RHYME IN THE PRESENCE OF CHUCK NORRIS!" and ripped out her throat. Holding his girlfriend's bloody throat in his hand he bellowed, "Don't fuck with Chuck!" Two years and five months later he realized the irony of this statement and laughed so hard that anyone within a hundred mile radius of the blast went deaf.
Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination. As Oswald shot, Chuck met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. JFK's head exploded out of sheer amazement
To prove it isn't that big of a deal to beat cancer. Chuck Norris smoked 15 cartons of cigarettes a day for 2 years and aquired 7 different kinds of cancer only to rid them from his body by flexing for 30 minutes. Beat that, Lance Armstrong.
The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.
Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.
Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.
If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can't see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death
Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of "beard". Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus' obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths.
Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.
Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.
If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can't see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death.
Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of "beard". Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus' obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths.
Chuck Norris can make a woman climax by simply pointing at her and saying "booya".
Chuck Norris does not have AIDS but he gives it to people anyway.
Chuck Norris lost his virginity before his dad did.
When Chuck Norris sends in his taxes, he sends blank forms and includes only a picture of himself, crouched and ready to attack. Chuck Norris has not had to pay taxes ever.
Chuck Norris won 'Jumanji' without ever saying the word. He simply beat the living shit out of everything that was thrown at him, and the game forfeited.
After much debate, President Truman decided to drop the atomic bomb on Hiroshima rather than the alternative of sending Chuck Norris. His reasoning? It was more "humane".
When Chuck Norris plays Oregon Trail his family does not die from cholera or dysentery, but rather roundhouse kicks to the face. He also requires no wagon, since he carries the oxen, axels, and buffalo meat on his back. He always makes it to Oregon before you.
Chuck Norris once shot a German plane down with his finger, by yelling, "Bang!"
When Chuck Norris has sex with a man, it is not because he is gay, but because he has run out of women.
One of the greatest cover-ups of the last century was the fact that Hitler did not commit suicide in his bunker, but was in fact tea-bagged to death by Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris recently had the idea to sell his urine as a canned beverage. We know this beverage as Red Bull.
Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life by giving it a prolonged beard rub. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away.
Chuck Norris once ate three 72 oz. steaks in one hour. He spent the first 45 minutes having sex with his waitress.
The original theme song to the Transformers was actually "Chuck Norris--more than meets the eye, Chuck Norris--robot in disguise," and starred Chuck Norris as a Texas Ranger who defended the earth from drug-dealing Decepticons and could turn into a pick-up. This was far too much awesome for a single show, however, so it was divided.
Chuck Norris frequently signs up for beginner karate classes, just so he can "accidentally" beat the shit out of little kids.
Chuck Norris doesn't understand why you should consult your doctor if your erection lasts for more than 4 hours. His erections have been known to last for up to 15 days. |
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| just a quick one |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
sorry ive been away for soo long, it has been NON-STOP here. Major MAJOR stuff due in school. Started workign 2 jobs, plus a band and occasionally eat or sleep, but not much. so I will post more soon but for now
I will be in michigan from Dec. 24th- Jan. 3rd. If you want to see me, call me or im me, space is limited and goign fast |
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[Nov. 12th, 2005|02:45 am] |
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today i got a call at 7 am waking me up outta nowhere. i had to open up the shop today at 10am, but ebcause of the call throwing me off, i got up at 10:30. it feels liek this is a metaphor for all today and my life the past week if not longer ( a big reason y i havent posted in a while). It's liek important things goign on and which i want to and should be there, but im a little behind on it. other people throwing lives into mine without full consideration. big shock...right |
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[Oct. 29th, 2005|04:04 am] |
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well.... fuck. Although i should be used to it |
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| Im in michigan for 5 days |
[Oct. 21st, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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To escape form hurricane Wilma, my parent flew me back to Michigan. I am here until Tuesday (looks like I'll be in Ann Arbor tonight). Call me up to spend some time with me |
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| Holy Poop! |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|12:36 am] |
| [ | random thought |
| | hahaha!!! | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | Craig's Brother | ] |
-so teh readi oshow went well.. They normally have a listening audience of 500-800 people, and said if they ever hit 1000 listeners they are goign to shop for satilate radio sponsorship. We had in the 800's thorughout the show, then abnout an hour prior to the end we decided to do a live acoustic version of a song. We hit 1150 listeners, and ended up getting the servers so full that they dropped people. So we decided because of how well recieved that was, that we would wing it and do 2 more songs..by the time we finished we had over 4,000 listeners, and packed every sdervier that the show even has to work with. Fuck yeah
-side note..mainly for Joe. I may be heading to California soon to try-out for the band "Craig's Brother". If you don't know them, chekc them out, they are awesome. I'm talking to them, and should know within a week or 2. let's hope |
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| What I am looking for...so hard to find |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|01:09 am] |
| [ | random thought |
| | seriously read it | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | read my previous post too | ] |
I have high standards, but everytime I drop them, I regret it. I want someone who wants to see me and be with me. Who will put up with my bullshit adn quirks, but has a few of their own. Who will smile as I rant , and want to be held close the rest of the time. Who calls me when they're bored, answers my call on the first ring when I'm busy, and will hang up on me just so I call them again. Doen't have to care what I like, but is still interested. Will yell at me for being stupid, but without me getting angry. Be there for me as much as I want to be there for them.
It's getting tiring, it's getting frustrated, and it's getting lonely...just one of those times. |
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| ROB ON THE RADIO!!! |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|01:05 am] |
| [ | random thought |
| | hungry as usual | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | A.D.D. Radio X | ] |
2 entries tonight..this is the happy one. For everyone. This Sunday form 5:30 - 10pm, my band and I are going to be on teh uncencored internet radio A.D.D. Donkey show. go to RadioX.SlackinBrackin.Net to listen form your computer. We are going to be interviewed, bullshitting, possible getting a little sloshed, adn they are going to play one of our 7 songs from our upcoming E.P. withing every music block that they run.
Side note, it's a great station. Listen to it when U have time. i heard some punk stuff, some weird Al, and beatles all within 30 minutes. It's all run by chat room and aim requests, and it totally uncensored. Check it out..listen Sunday evening, tell your friends |
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| god dammit |
[Oct. 9th, 2005|11:05 pm] |
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Shit it going to be really interesting this week. I have a lot of situations taht are either going to work out fine, or be dropped entirely. sigh |
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| Free-balling is the highlight of my day |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|07:11 pm] |
| [ | random thought |
| | what the fuck..seriously | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | my stomach is yelling at me | ] |
I started 6 or 7 block walk to my class today, and a block out it started to downpour. The sky opened and I got soaked. I walk into the room dripping, and the first thing my teacher says is "Is it warm in here today..I'm going to turn the air up". So I was wet and frozen all class.
She still hates my piece, but can go to hell. She has nothing to offer me and it depresses me a lot. I want somethign worthwhile but she keeps going back and for with what she wants and forgetting what she said and claiming she said things to do that she never did.
I ran into the last girl I had sex with last night. She is still a big phychopath and was grabbing at my crotch and trying to get me to come home with ehr (while her boyfriend drove the car). What the fuck is that. Any girl I have had any interest in lately doesnt really want me, or are just making everything sooo muhc more complex, and I don't want to put up with too much of that
Don't worry this isn't a suicide note or anything, but I'm really pissed and frustrated lately
I have a teacher I can't stand and I feel is wasting my time. I am about to graduate into a field where if I am sucessful out of college, I'll be able to make jsut enough to pay bills. But its a steadily declining field with lower and lower payment going against inflation. There are only about 3 people who are really close friends here. Shit if it wasnt for me calling people I'd prob never talk to more then 5 or 6 people. I am sick of this and kind of just want a steady girl here too. Not just on the sex end of it, which would be nice, but just someone to be with who enjoys me and who i want to treat like a godess. The world is crazy, and I have to put up with its shit |
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| different shit pile, same stench |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
| [ | random thought |
| | tomorrow could be better....? | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | none..that needs to change | ] |
L'shana Tova (it mean happy new year if you're a goy). In a week from sunday, I am goign to be on an internet radio show. Details to follow soon. everyone who lives is sarasota, and didn't come to my Rockafeller's show, those who read this and those who don't. I am seriously pissed off. My biggest pet peeve is people who bullshit. i would rather have someone tell me 'no', then "i'll try" or "yes" and not come through. Shit like this really makes me miss Michigan until I realize other thn a handful of people, it still holds tru there. Next really big shock...I'm having issues with a girl. I know, I know, nothing new. I just feel like I am really making on effort trying ot talk to her, take her out, make sure she has a good time. I really am doing more for her then I have done in a long time. It feels pretty one sided though. I'll still keep it up but pretty soon I'm just going to be done with it if it continues. One last rant, and then I am done. I just feel unmotivated for the important things. Personal life, I am doing fine, but homework, songwriting, shit even buying groceries. I just can't get the energy or drive to do it. Sonething has got to change soon. |
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| go figure |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|01:58 pm] |
| [ | random thought |
| | xbox is working again YEA!!! | ] |
| [ | song stuck in my head |
| | crunchy sound of nachos | ] |
On this past Friday I was featured in teh paper for my music. It was really cool to get some recognition from stuff liek that. We played a show in tampa, and then with another friend of mine who came, we chilled with the Phi Delts up at USF and went to 4 bars that night. The weird item of the weekend. i got asked to a high school homecoming by a 16 year old who was at one of our shows. Not gonna happen. I'm not going to end up the creepy 20 something year old guy at a high school homecoming. wrong on so many levels. this upcoming weekend we have 2 shows that im REALLY stoked about. By next monday I need to have interviewed an artist. I have not contacted anyone about an interview yet, and the couple who i wanted to, I can't find contact info for. Tuesday will be very interesting. Got a thumbnail and a spot illustration due, and i don't know how well they will be recieved. I really like them, but the teacher didn't last class, but is very fickle. Also if thigns go well, I will be trying to take a girl out that night. I actually found someone im interested in, who might be interested in me WOW. GOt X-men Legends 2. mmm bitches back to work |
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| A new depression |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|05:08 pm] |
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FUCK COOPER SHE IS DRIVING ME INSANE. She does not know what she's doing and is trying to hard to overcompensate for that fact. It looked on tuesday like she would finally be replaced, then she ups and returns to make my life even worse |
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